back handed compliments & hallucinations

if i could..
i would sew all my own clothes.
i would never work.
i would bake and cook all day.
i would have a cat and a dog and a backyard.
i would drive a fucking cute squareback.

self destruct or persevere?

i wish i had perfect tits and skinny thighs.

kittykittymeowmeow

i dyed my hair. i was trying really hard not to but i did it anyway. and you know the old saying, "life is too short to have naturally colored hair, if that isn't your thing." amen.

i want to go get it professionally done sometime soon, the color is a little flat. maybe get some h-lights a la ryan cabrera? is it bad form to get your hair done by the last girl your current boy was hooking up with prior to yourself? especially if that girl was way more into it than he was and now he's really into you?? this girl is just really good at color! i'm not a bitch, stop thinking that!

i'm tired of portland in more ways than one. but i know i should just enjoy my time here because i'll miss it when i've moved. i miss the people i love the most.

i think i have a cavity. ouch.

i love my kitty.

stop trying to make fetch happen!

oh hi there blog, i didn't see you there!